exercise a bit, party tonight
exercise the entire weekend til I see below 58kg on the scale

decided I’m going to stick to the bare minimum of food for the rest of the week, and just push through the last week up here

filled with jealousy and anger.
C says cute to him means beautiful, now in my opinion there’s only a limited number of people you should say that to. 1. any female family members 2. the girl you love 3. female best friends 4. prom/ball dates

not every girl you get the chance to, because you start calling every girl cute, then to me it starts to mean nothing.

can’t wait for Saturday to be back home until then I’m eating fatty food with no alternative so I’m trying to exercise.
4 km run and 8km on bike tonight and the same twice tomorrow. going to try (and mostly fail) to not eat at work and not at all Friday.
then Saturday and Sunday and from now on I can go back to cardio, cardio, cardio.

this week will consist of heaps of cardio and no bad eating, so hard to eat well away from home. can’t wait til next week to be back at my gym.